who is he ?
i stayed at kai's house we spent all the time together playing laughing having so much fun and great memories ... we were so happy i wanted this happiness to long forever but i know in deep of my heart it won't ! this reality aches my heart whenever i remember it ; he is the only one i want in my life i'm ready to do anything just to stay with him forever but what makes me suffer more is that i can't do anything just waiting the day he will disappear hopping it will never come
kai : i'm sorry
hyomin : for what ?
kai : because i'll disappear one day
hyomin : but you will be back after disappearing i'll wait for you
kai : but we don't know what will happen we don't know if i'll be back or no
hyomin : noo don't say it you will be back and you will find me waiting for you
kai : promise me something
hyomin : what ?
kai : promise me that you won't cry that you will be happy and have fun enjoy your time please don't suffer while waiting for me
hyomin : what ? how can i do it ? how can i be happy while you aren't by my side
kai : please i don't wanna see you crying suffering i wanna see you happy and not sad
hyomin : i can't promise ! this isn't easy for me how can i be happy while my happiness is you !
kai : you will just make it harder
hyomin :what do you mean ?
kai : while i'm in the sky i shouldn't be sad or cry because stars have to be happy to smile and shine or they will disappear forever ! and i'll be seeing you from the star so if you are suffering it will hurt me ...
hyomin : omg i didn't know about it ! so i have to try being happy
kai : promise ?
hyomin : yeah promise ^^
i smiled to him or i just faked a smile because i was sad but trying to hide it i felt like he will disappear soon ...
kai : come closer and let's sleep
he hugged me and we slept together i wanted the time to stop i wanted to stay like this so close to him while hugging each others but it didn't stop
days passed and i just loved him more and more and my desire to stay with him forever had grown more and more ....
kai : hyomin
hyomin : yeah !
kai : well i don't know when i'll leave i don't know the day ... i don't wanna leave without saying goodbye ..
after i heard the word "goodbye" my tears started falling
kai : why why what happened ! why are you crying ?
hyomin : i wanna cry let me cry it's better to cry now than crying after you leave right ?
kai : yeah cry it's better now because i'm here i can wipe your tears and hug you so cry as much as you want and don't cry later
hyomin : no matter what will happen i'll always love you and never forget you i'll wait for you so don't be late even if i hate waiting i'll wait for you all my life
kai : i love you more and i'll try my best to comeback to you just wait for me and be happy keep the smile in your face because it gives me strength and never forget how much i love you good bye don't cry again
hyomin : good bye i love you
then he hugged me it was the last hug because he disappeared he wasn't there after the hug he left ... but at least we said goodbye to each others
hi guys its so sad right !? i felt like crying XD well i won't be able to update soon because i have exams T_T this fanfic will end soon ^^ and i want to write another one if u want me to write you a fanfic ofc if you like my writing go ahead and ask me ask here or in my twitter here is it @sokaseunggi if u need me you will find me there :) by by and wait for my next update ^^